CHASE CHASE CHASE

its not just a matter of, YOU GO YOU GET, everyday of your life, you have to have the mental fortitude to keep going. because that`s just the way it is . keep going. keep going, say this over and over and again , especially when you dont feel like or your too down on yourself to keep going
or the days you believe you are chasing the wrong dream. you are wasting your time. you need to stop misleading yourself. BUT YOU CANT STOP, THATS THE BEST SIGN. YOU NEED TO KEEPY TRYING, UNTIL YOU MAKE IT OR YOU LITERALLY DIE TRYING.
CHASE , CHASE , CHASE. YOU GO YOU GET. there is no other way. but many days its so hard to believe in yourself. so hard. too many things against. odds are against you and maybe , just maybe you are nowhere as good as you think you might be and nobody is interested in what you have to say. nobody really cares
you cannot get past first base. you cant even get to first base .
so how do you wake in the morning in your 50`s , flooded with all this passion, having to reinvent yourself, and keep going. how do you chase . how do YOU GO YOU GET.
even if you have a great family and marriage. this is about you and you. thats its. about you doing something to matter for YOU.
you need minimum money to live, so while you chase this illusive thing you call a dream
you straddle being force to earn a living doing maybe what you hate and working so hard to break through, so oneday you can do what you love.
an impossible equation. but what is the choice?
you watch the pills and liguor. they will never help you, only eventually bury you for sure.
what is the choice?
to never give up , to just simply keep going, against tremedous odds
chances are you are wasting your mind on something that will never happen. chances are you are teasing yourself beyond realist limits.
but dumb, stubborn you keeps going, even in the face of so many rejections .
WHY?