Monday, April 28, 2008

SOME DAYS ALL IT FEELS LIKE IS CRASHING INTO WALLS

ON MAY 5 I START A NEW JOB
I AM STILL WORKING AT NIGHT AND WEEKENDS MY OTHER PURSUITS
LITERALLY CASTING MYSELF TO WIND BUT WITH FORCE
TODAY IS A VERY BAD DAY FOR ME
I AM NOT EXACTLY SURE BUT HAVE NOT FELT THIS LOW IN AWHILE
FEEL LIKE NOTHING WILL EVER HAPPEN BUT I CANNOT STOP
I KEEP GOING
I KNOW NO OTHER ALTERNATIVE
I MUST BE A REAL STUBBORN FOOL OR ASS

I LOW AS HELL BUT FORGE AHEAD LIKE A BLIND BULL
WHERE EVERYTHING IS RED
WHAT A ROLLERCOASTER
EVERYDAY
STILL TOO MANY PILLS\
KEEP GOING I TELL MYSELF KEEP GOING BUT ITS SO HARD SOMETIMES
WHAT A CLIMB THE DEPRESSION ON DAYS CAN KILL YOU
HAVE TO LOOK FORWARD
AM I ALONG
I KNOW I KNOW
I GO I GET
YOU GO YOU GET
I KNOW

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